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#Asheville
#highfalls you know it! ;)
July 19, 2014 Once again I am in the corner Hiding from the world In my hole of despair Oh how you do this to me every goddamn time How can I still care this much I’m sick to my stomach Have been for days I dreamt of you last night It was a nightmare Maybe a portent She was beautiful in my dream Like an angel Her crimson hair like a halo Her naked form displayed on your bed I was trying to pretend that it was okay I always try and hide the pain Its getting harder to do and that was the dream I had of you Why it was a nightmare was because I couldn’t hide I couldn’t lie I couldn’t even be in the same room It was me trying to escape but there was no escape There is no escape

July 19, 2014

Once again I am in the corner
Hiding from the world
In my hole of despair
Oh how you do this to me every goddamn time
How can I still care this much
I’m sick to my stomach
Have been for days

I dreamt of you last night
It was a nightmare
Maybe a portent
She was beautiful in my dream
Like an angel
Her crimson hair like a halo
Her naked form displayed on your bed
I was trying to pretend that it was okay
I always try and hide the pain
Its getting harder to do and that was the dream I had of you
Why it was a nightmare was because I couldn’t hide
I couldn’t lie
I couldn’t even be in the same room
It was me trying to escape
but there was no escape
There is no escape

“Allendy thinks that I have created a completely artificial personality, like a shield. I conceal myself. I have constructed a manner that is seductive, affable, gay, and within this I am hidden.”
1
Nothing ever really changes does it?

Nothing ever really changes does it?

I asked and this is definitely for killing zombies.
“I am finished with myself, with my sacrifices and my pity, with what chains me. I am going to make a new beginning. I want passion and pleasure and noise and drunkenness and all evil. But my past reveals itself inexorably, like a tattoo mark. I must build a new shell, wear new costumes.”
2
Hiding from the rain with this random guy.

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